My little puddle jumper
He's our little soldier boy. God, I love this kid. Such a happy disposition ... he loves those puddles ... even the tiniest of puddles. Like all boys, I suppose. Casey loved puddles, too.
All I want, is for him to have a good life. A normal and happy life.
Believe it or not, I still have a hard time dealing with the fact that Matthew has a heart defect.
I have to accept it .... I know. I just HATE AND DREAD the thought of more heart surgeries.
I wish he/we never had to go back to the hospital. Hospitals are NOT FUN.
I feel sad today. I still ask "why".... why did this happen? I know I'm not supposed to ask why... but I do. :-/ Today I went to the waterpark ... I saw all these healthy little 2 year olds ... eating ... talking ... drinking .... playing ....
I wish Matthew did not have this defect, is all I can say.
I wish he could be fixed and be done with it.
We have an ECHO (to check on that leak) coming up on October 1st... maybe I'm just getting nervous.